now i'm tripping on a stupid acid vision

Egh I have detention tomorrow for missing something like 4 hairs on my chin and thus I was "warned" for shave and yet a certain someone still sent me down for the military office. Eh hopefully they've already forgotten by now or something because my schedule will suck if I get picked up at,say,4pm because then I get home around 4:20 and then I'd want to go for a walk with Naomi. I'd get done with that around 5:30 or so and then I'd have to practice guitar until 6:30 and then I go to guitar class which ends at 9 and so I'd get home around 9:30 and then I'd go to bed which sucks. So yeah I'd better get lucky and get paired with a proctor who allows homework to be done for military related detentions or I swear I'm going to kill over it. I mean when I get home at 9:30 or so I'll have to take a shower and then my parents will yell,nag and complain about me not being in bed until I finally do get in bed and then I'll have about 55 minutes to do whatever homework I need to do. I'm hoping to all hell that my teachers decide to go light on the homework which seems possible as I just had a math test today,I have an english quiz tomorrow and my physics exam isn't until Thursday.

Right then other than that I have the wonderful SAT's to study for on my day off Friday thanks to my school holding some goofy teachers meeting. I suppose it'll be fun walking home all jaded and drowsy while listening to some surprisingly psychedelic pre Gish era Smashing Pumpkins demos that I found.

Random cryptic crap time but I think this week or the one after shall be the week that I tell a very certain someone who I secretly love very much how I feel. I hope for the absolute best but I also will make my best effort not to jump off of a cliff if all does not go according to plan. What I mean by that is that if the feelings are reciprocated then thats great but if they aren't then the worst case scenario is that I'll be pissed off for a few hours,then I'll go play some Smashing Pumpkins tunes on the guitar and then I'll forget about it all and move onward. Though I would find it merrily strange to imagine myself in a relationship. Hmm trying to not put too much gravity on the situation. It's just a girl.

Just.

A.

Girl.

Geh,damn you adolescence.